Lately I have been unmotivated, unmotivated to post, unmotivated to cook, unmotivated to do pretty much anything but the basics. There are several reasons for my lack of motivation but mostly it is stress, the stress of adjusting to a new baby, the stress of finances, the stress of having our old house looming over our heads. All this stress is making me crazy and it defiantly taking a toll on my weight and health. So I have decided enough is enough, I am going to get motivated. Motivated to take charge of the one thing I can control, myself. I am going to start exercising and doing weight watchers. I had success with it before and I hope to again. It is just getting started that is hard, which is why I am posting this for all to see, to keep myself on track. After having 4 kids in 6 years I have put on more weight than I would like to admit and now that I am done having babies it is time to tackle the issue. It is hard to exercise with 5 kids, a husband that works nights and no money for a gym but my mom has offered her treadmill to me and so hopefully that will be the ticket for me. As far as the diet, I am less than excited about that, especially since when I am breastfeeding I am STARVING all the time, but I hope to at least curb my sweet tooth. Wish me luck and if you have any suggestions for making this a little easier please send them my way.